SCRO

SCRO is a multi-modal project that explores masculinity, fatherhood and sonship, how loss produces meaning. It began after a visit to my father, 84 years old, in California. In the weeks after, I wrote pages and pages in my journal unloading my worries and fears about his health and state of mind, our relationship, my childhood memories of him. Those pages, reworked, became a handwritten memoir. The first page:

Page 1 base text

My base text is 24 of these handwritten pages. One for each hour of the day. Wandering off in time and space, thought and feeling, the text comes home time and again to my little Bellingham house, which my father, cosigning a loan, made me able to buy.

Next I take the page and wave or tremble it over the photocopier as its light bar slides evenly under the glass, taking the data in. Tongue half in cheek, I’ve called the result aasemic – writing you neither can nor cannot read. (Read more about it here.)

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The text becomes less verbal and more visual. Less legible and more beautiful. As one sort of meaning recedes, another sort steps forward, or I hope so. It’s me letting go, as he goes, of what my father was to me before.


SCRO will have 2 lives, one as a physical scroll, ink on paper, and one ethereal in a gallery, as light and sound on the air.

One, a scroll built of 24 aasemic panels like the one above, flown seamlessly together. Two summers ago, in a marathon session, one an hour over 24 hours, I made the images and cut and trimmed and affixed them to make a mockup.

Did it all in a swoop, aside from for funs, because time of day, angle of sun, light or dark flowing into the room, owned the look of the page, making the diff between

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and

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and

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The wavy dark areas are my hands on the page, abstracted.

A small gallery of the construction:

I picture the scroll published in a run of 100 or so. Each held close by one of those blue produce rubber bands, you know, for broccoli or asparagus.

And why “SCRO”? Because scroll, truncated. Also escrow, same – the poem is rooted in my house, which my father made it possible for me to buy, by cosigning the loan. The one that eluded me for a few days was scrotum – in case I needed confirmation this is father-and-son terrain, brotherhood too, and what being a man means, in this day.


The other life, a light and sound installation in a gallery space. This iteration of SCRO will be 24 one-minute videos like this one:

and this one:

The images are stills from the pages. And during my image-making marathon I was also harvesting ambient sounds: Skreeking gulls and jays. Freight trains going on mourningly. Megan Clint and Emerson their boy next door on the merits of hamburgers. Dogbark. Another neighbour’s AC unit. Distant traffic earblur.

I make the poem in iMovie whose limitations I let be my formal constraints. Each video one minute long. Duration of each still decided by chance ops – some number of seconds that goes evenly into 60. (I go on a bit too long about that here).

But these aren’t meant for YouTube. I mean them for casting in a physical space where persons in bodies can move in their bodies among. A large maybe labyrinthine space. Each of the 24 movies set separate. A big one here, a small one there. Each cast on its bit of wall, far enough from all others for its companion sound to attach to it. As you move round the space, the sounds admix, and you can feel the form you are occlude the images cast onto the I hope pocked and streaky white walls. Overall effect, a colloquy, democracy of light and sound, making no claims on you, but invitations to joy, plural and transient.

So far, videos from SCRO have shown at an exhibition of asemic writing at the Minnesota Center for Book Arts, and at a national juried drawing exhibition at the Whatcom Museum in my home town of Bellingham, WA.


Post Holes

Michaux 1Exercise: Asemic writing
Is asemic writing a sort of ethnographic slapstick?

p 8 detail 16Happysad snowday
Posting and mulling SCRO 1 pm

Scro still 5How will this project contribute to your artistic development?
Description of SCRO from a grant application

SCRO p 7 detailOn being drawn in
Opening night, Bellingham National Show at the Whatcom Museum

asemic-pcard-ver3-page-001A first home for SCRO
“Offline and in the Gallery” at the Minnesota Center for Book Arts

p-6-detail-10Artist’s statement (SCRO)
My first submission to a call for entries (Whatcom Museum)

still-2Dear Canada Council, love, C.
Another description of SCRO from a grant application

Page 2 1200SCRO (II)
More preparatory work

Page 3 detail 15SCRO (I)
Preparatory work

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